Luke James

Until it went!

Man of my Fantasy- Josephine Silla

Burriful Video...Spread it like a virus..lol.
Please show my sister some love. She deserves it after all the dedication, hard work plus her voice is beautiful. Keep doing you Jojo...Much Luv...LP

Currently Feelin Like...

Watcha drinking?
Rum or whiskey?
Now won'tcha have a
Double with me?

I'm sorry I'm a little late
I got your message by the way
I'm calling in sick today
So let's go out for old time's sake

I'll never forget you
They said we'd never make it
My sweet joy
Always remember me

We were mischievious
And you were always wearing black
I was so serious
You know my boyfriend's mother
Nearly had a heart attack

I'm sorry I'm a little late
You know the stripes on a tiger
Are hard to change

I know this world feels
Like an empty stage
I wouldn't change a thing
So glad you're back again

I'll never forget you
They said we'd never make it
My sweet joy
Always remember me

I'll never forget you
At times we couldn't shake it
You're my joy
Always remember me

We just got swallowed up
You know I didn't forget you
We just got swallowed up

Well, we just got swallowed up
But you love that I didn't forget you
We just got swallowed up
By the whole damn world

Watcha thinking?
Did you miss me?
I borrowed your silver boots
Now if you'd just let me
Give them back to you

I'll never forget you
They said we'd never make it
My sweet joy
Always remember me

I'll never forget you
Although at times we couldn't shake it
You're my joy
Always remember me

Don't you know that you're my joy
Always remember me
Don't you know that you're my joy

Always remember me

Song by the Noisettes: Never Forget You

Dog Days are Over

Peace, Love and Harmony...Speaking Of Harmony...Fayomz. Shout out to u babes.

Wednesday Night

Theres a lot in my head that I want to get out but I can't and slowing I'm suppressing...yet again. I might have to go see a shrink. Shaaaa.............. Hiya. Nothing going on here. I'm bored. Haven't turned on my tv in weeks because I only watch CHARMED on Youtube...lol. Back to school. Went on a road trip to the A this past weekend. It was lavly. I surprised the girls as always...lol. But that trick is getting old jor. I no do surprise again.

***Errrrr...Red Lipstick, green shoes, fly bottom, beef stew. ***

Since I can't be with the one Nigerian bobo that always made me hot ;-) I'm going to marry someone of a different race. And maybe even relocate to his endz. At this point, every other naij guy after him doesn't count, and I don't want to put anyone thru that...thats between u and me only o...dont tell anyone else my plan..hehehehe. But one day again, I'll talk about love, u dig!!! Would you want to be 17 again???..I think in the next 3 years, that answer would be yes. I guess this means I have to seriosuly cherish my youth...*sigh*

***tonights gonna be a good night***

My hurr is'a'growin. It's beginning to disturb my face. 8 months and going strong. Only now, I feel the need to wash it more. I should just get silk sheets so I dont have to bother with scarves.
Did i ever tell u about my Venice dream?

My mummy, my daddy, my bro's... :-) No one like you.

Drive thru's, 24 hr grocery stores, online shopping, Malls, Drug stores, Only expected rush hour traffic, the whack african parties, my space, no strings attached, Jboy, constant light, no vampire mosquitoes, abuse of my sense of security and freedom....Just a few of the things I will miss about my 2nd home :-(

***Beware of Cancer***

(-: (-: (-: Eba, dodo, yam, SUYA :-) :-) :-)

For the love of passion, not money, but if your joy brings you both then you're one lucky bastard.

L8rz.

Natural High

Anticipation is a very tricky feeling. I need to put it up in LingLand '_'

Working on an Az'ure Light Up Nigeria project. I find myself going back and forth on my tabs. Refreshing my emails to see if great news or even good enough news awaits. It's such a bad habit. I need to chill. I need a drink, but I have a cold so all I can drink is tea :-(
At least I know Progress is 60 more % before completion


Why do people, mostly men take a woman's strength for doggedness? They are so threatened by our tenacity that they try to make us believe that it is not usual; improper if you may to be strong-willed. Well, you can kiss my skinny behind. Deal with it or go jump in front of a speeding BMW.

"I have developed the act to keep creeping thoughts lingering on the edge of my mind. They, Far enough to remain harmless, are quite light and unable to penetrate the core of my senses. Denying them previously granted access. You are him and you are you...and them,... It's all very similar. Forgive me if I misjudge you but I know no other way to be familiar. We'll play the game of cat and mouse... or dog, which ever personality you are more drawn to. I'll tell a ruse and you as I forecast, will make your eyes shrink like "certainly confused". So predictable."

**So are we really uping the prices for our mamas clothes by calling them vintage?....Lol. Yah, ask the next person who cares cos I ain't buying if it costs that much.**

*sniffle sniff sniffles*

Why think about someone when they don't you? Why call someone when they can't be asked to call you? Beats me o. We need to learn to Stop making excuses for others dispassion. Stop caring about what they think or what you think they think, because no matter how much we try to dream up scenarios for them, we always get it wrong. We deserve what we get based on what we give, I believe.

I am not Ordinary. I am unexpectedly phenomenal. What I do next should not shock you but give you the courage to be free indefinitely. So much to do and see Naturally. I assimilate it clearly. You should too. Don't be restricted to the four walls of institutions. Be out in the fields, underwater or the sidewalk fulfilling your passion rather than smoking joints, shooting up and getting high unnaturally, artificially, like the pretentious world we live in.

Some get off from being In Love :-)
"It was a different kind of high for me. Caught in moments when the Earths gravity gave way causing us to float with our feet still on soil."

Some get off from their creativity ;-)
"I knew this was my destiny after my fifth ever compliment. I was five and the end results always came naturally"

I will wait for no man to give me clarity. I have the feat of the Almighty. Have control over your Heart. Have control over you Mind. Have Control Over your Body....This is what God said to me...
...Welcome to my life World. This is my destiny

Random Fridays

Friday oh Friday...not that I've got nothing to do but I just don't do nothing. I'm currently a bum and I like it :-)

I like twitter because I can say as much as I can with no pressure. The first thing about twitter I abhor is "Follw Fridays" or watever they call it. I don't want to explain wat it is but, I just hate it. "Don't Abuse the Application"...Why do you have to tweet every damn minute. Like I check my page after two hours and all I see are 100 tweets from one person...As in, really?? And they've started forming cliques again ontop twitter. RT themselves all damn day. I know I sound like a hater but gosh, I dint notice this until I started following Nigerians on there. This whole social thingy we find ourselves doing really pisses me the hell off. Needless to say that I've UnFollowed the lot. Follow me I guess? If you want sha.

***http://twitter.com/missazure***

Major changes are about to take place and I can't wait. To think that I was ready to move back. Now I'm just ready to move out and move on :-)

Excited***

*I need to hold back on the smiley faces*

Playstation...You SUCK. So I bought my PS3 console 2 month ago and these fools decided just now that they'll be releasing the PS3 slim. I'd have definitely chosen slim over phat because I do a lot of travelling and the 1st gen PS3 is heavy boy. Hmph!!! Arggghhh...And to find a buyer will be a BIG problem because not only did they increase the memory on the Slim, but they also reduced the price by a hundred bucks. Who in their right minds is gonna want this dinosaur that I own now ehn. And no one can tell me I didn't play my cards right before getting my console. I waited for what seemed like eternity, over three years before I bought it. If thats not patience, I don't know what is. I'm so very disappointed. Whatever sha.

Working on some Azure accessories. This one will coincide with a particular issue in Nigeria. You'll have to wait and see but it's going to be a hit :-)

my new bestest website for Naija news. It has everything from sports to politics to arts :-)
www.234next.com

I've started drawing again...well, sort of. Damn, I haven't drawn since...since...2007??

This entry feels like a Dear Diary type joint.



***And 7 hours later...I broke my wireless usb. I rushed to Bestbuy 5 minutes ago and just like that, I've xchanged it for a new one. One of the reasons I Love America. If we were in Jand, I'll have to explain what, why, how and when the accident happened. If we were in Naija, I'd be coughing out another $70 to buy a new one because we know those fools don't take back anything; Broken or Not...lol.***

Back to my original post...***Hold that thought. I gotta go somewhere too do something right quick***

Ok, I'm back. So I decided to check out the PS3slim o, and guess what....WHAT you say?...They're sold out. That's how I would've sold my console and be left with nothing. Lol...God works in mysterious ways.


***I started to hear myself think, so I turned up the Radio***

My baby gets more adorable each day. If I can love a friends kid this much, I wonder how much love I'll have for my own kid. Can't wait :-)
It's rainng outside. Good reason not to call anyone or go out. This is going to be a wonderfully quiet weekend.

Stay Blessed world.
~LP

~Technocrati~

I've fallen in love with Techno and House and Funky house music.
Ever since love left, I've resorted to fast tunes with heavy bass. All that mushy stop can not pay me at this point in my life. I'm back to being hard ;-)
Went to Taman Gang with my hommie and her school mates. I loved the music there. My friend thot I was wacko when I was jumping like a white girl cos they were playing one of my Techno tunes...lol. Enjoy this track by David Guetta and Kelly Rowland. I absolutely adore this track and the video is so cool too.

Happy Birthday OmoT

Keep Love Alive people!!!!

~LP

Enjoy the Pics

Laura Izibor @ Kings College June 1st 2009






India Arie July 12 2009





John Legend, July 12 2009.




Cold Play @ Koka Booth Amphitheatre August 6th 2009

The Past Months

I went on a brief Hiatus :-)
I broke my laptop...like literally. I unscrewed it and did so much damage that the Geek at the Squad couldn't revive my wireless, so I had to buy a USB thingy that picks up connections. He at least fixed some other sutff for free.. Best Buy rocks.
Just recovering from a hangover. After a long day taking my friends mum shopping, my hommie gave me a bottle of White wine. I never understood when guys said that they could finish a whole bottle in one sitting. I didn't understand until last night...lol. It is indeed very possible.
So how have you lot been? I'm gonna summarize my life since I left in May.

May/June: went to England for my fathers god-daughters wedding. It was nice. It was great having the whole family on vacation together in one spot. Caught up and chilled with a lot of old and great friends. I love my friends mehn. I can't say this enough. *sigh*. London was so much fun though. I was never home. One thing I learnt was to take a shower before I stepped out of the door even if you're just going up the hill for some milk...lol. Ate some good food. Monica the fish...lol. The day before my birthday, I took my fam to go see Laura Izibor and Mamas Gun. OmoT was skeptical unitl after the show. She's not into my kind of madness. Soul music and the likes but she really enjoyed it. I'm glad she did. The twins can't stop talking about it too. The especially loved her song "Mmmmmm".
I Got addicted to Ribena all over again. Fish and Chips. Good Chocolate. And all the men that kept me company and enjoyed my company...lol. Hmmm,...so there was this one guy that was quite disgusting. I won't go there sha but ewwww...And there was one that was in love with my locs. First guy that I allowed touch my hair...lol. That my future boo from Zimbabwe :-) He was too cute abeg. And his pick up lines were adorably funny...lol. Gosh!!! And the one that saw me on the street and believed we were destined to meet...lol. Men are funny sha. But it's always good fun cos I can accomodate randomness and I find it quite enjoyable.

Anyway June/July: Got back to Yonkers. Went back to the lab, got some work done and played harder. My hommie got married and my friends came down. We always wile out when we're together...lo.. Fun times. Drove down to DC with poodle. Went for the Chelsea/Ac Milan game in Baltimore. Stayed at Gizzles. Went to see FRESHLY GROUND...*sigh* best concert of my life til date. God is good oh, and He most certainly loves me. So Poodle and I left the house an hour early so we wouldn't miss a thing ehn. Just for us to get there an hour late because downtown Washington DC is retarded..hisssssssss...And i didn't have GPS. Jojo who went with LG was giving us updates. She met the lead singer sef, can u imagine. Like they had a whole conversation and too pics and all that...lol. WTF. Sha sha, we got there and thankfully there were some problems so they started 2 hours later...lol. I was so happy o, cos if I missed the show, I woulda cried. The week after, I saw John Legend in concert. India Arie opened for him. My boo, so sexy :-) My friends bought me very good seats as my birthday pressie. It was a great show.

August: Maxwell tickets were sold out at Ticketmaster for weeks until the day of the concert and I got great seats. Row K. Mary Mary opened for him. Random bah?...lol. One of them is pregerz sef. She looked bonz with her bang belly. Maxwell is so sexy yo. His song is even playing right now. what a coinkidinki. Any who, that dudes smile can heal my pain on a bad day. We weren't allowed to take pics so I don't have those for u :-(
The day after, I saw COLD Play. This concert was actually pretty cool. At the box office, there was a Lil Wayne poster hanging on the window cos he was performing on saturday. I asked the lady for Cold play tickets. She did a double take and asked in an unsure manner.. "For tonight?". And I was like "Yes!!!". She looked shocked outta her mind...lmao. But yeah, we had so much fun that night. And here we are, the day after my hangover, I'm blogging again. Re-registered for thesis so I'll defend sometime in December. That's it really.

I Promise to be good and blog at least once a month okay?...Luv y'all.
P.s, I'm looking for a boyfriend for my bestfriend. If u have d hook up, lemme know ;-)

Persistence=Victory

Smiling from ear to ear you guys.
So....
Lol...
*Sigh*
I went to the "Soul Bird" concert last night...hehehe...
I got there late cos I parked far away and had to leg it to the Performing Arts Center. I missed Yazzarah's performance but o well...I watched her sometime last month so, no biggie.

Laura Izibor had started performing as I casually looked for my seat. It was too dark so an attendant led me to the Orchestra section L-seat 115. (I will never forget that seat...lmao). As she was walking and getting soooo close to the stage, my smile got wider with each row I left behind, and finally I got to my seat, 12 rows from the stage...Lol. And to think I couldn't find tickets on Saturday night and finally got them 7 hours before the show. God is good!!! It cost me about 6 square meals but damn....It was over worth it. Laura is a beautiful singer and performer. He voice is madd and she's a joker too..lol.

KEM-He was next. I thought that dudes voice was annoying back in d daycos of the way he always said "gurrl" in an annoying high pitched voice, but surprisingly, I loved him too. I knew 3 of his songs sha, so I got to sing along a bit. He laced us with a couple of tracks off his unreleased album. Boy oh boy...Someone is in Love. Chei...His lyrics were deep mahn. And he took us to church too. Prayed for us, and blessed us. That was as good as church service for me...lol.

Yes,...and finally...INDIA ARIE. Yes, RocNaija...the real India...hehehehe.
India is the only artist that has got me to buy all her albums, (I kinda have all John Mayers albums too sha) so you know I had a blast losing my voice last night. My ears are still ringing and I woke up smiling...lol. It was great. She's a joker too. She messed up on one song and started skipping round her stage...lol. Hilarious.

Ahhh...all d songs were fantastic, but RIVER RISE (I'm sure I've mentioned that track b4), was different. I was touched, and she herself had to go off stage to recoup because she got emotional singing it. So apparently, all her songs are recounts of her life. She said that right before she performed "He Heals Me"...Hmmmm...I need to know a man like that for real. I teared up listening to that one. I dint cry o...just got all mushy and stuff.

When she performed "Yellow", she took off her orange outfit right there on stage (I thot India had lost it then o), and revealed her purple one which goes according to the song right when she says "together you and me are Purple". I thot that was kewl.

She laced us with some old tracks and then she brought her mama on stage to perform "God is Real" as a tribute to yesterday being Mothers day. He mother can sing boyyy...Damn. And she was bonz looking too with her long flowing Loc's. She performed "Pearls" an old track from Sade which she covered in her new album". Deep song m8.

The man I sat next to gave me his binoculars a few times. I could see all the freckles on her face and stuff...lol. And then she came into the crowd the whole time she performed "Theres Hope" from her Testimony 1: Life and Relationships album. I was too stunned to take a picture. She stood on chairs and everything... I was so close to her...lol. Groupie shock m8...lawl. She tried to make it upstairs but the song wasn't long enough so she just came back down. She's a great sport. She must have performed the first 13 songs off her Testimony 2 album.

And then as the audience started fading out, she came back to end the show with a prayer and Her final song "Ready for Love". Thats when I whipped out my phone and took 3 pictures. *shakes head* They are not clear at all, but you'll get the picture..(Get it??..Get d picture???...lol).

Alright y'all this is to you and yours, and I'm signing out with another very lovely song by India...story of my life..."Long Goodbye".

Sunday!!!

Hullo...I haven't watched any movies of recent so no reviews today...Sorry.
Anywhoooo...*sigh* I'm sure some ppl think I'm little Miss perfect and I don't have issues, but boy do I have my own problems. Like, the hell... I don't put my shit on others so why do they feel the need to do me such an unwanted favour...hiss...

So, only three people in my class are graduating on Saturday. I knew I wasn't going to graduate with my class cos of the devils sister that tried to get me depressed so I dint feel too bad until I found out a friend of mine was also not graduating because of his thesis. It's a longer story for him and his is even worse but..whatever...the annoying part is when people don't know how to shut up n try to rub it in your face. Na wa o.

I'm cleaning out my closet...not figuratively but literally. I've got too much junk mehn. So many clothes that have not seen the light of day since 2007. Definitely giving them out to good will. So many boxes too...sheesh. They are all going bye bye by the end of the week.

So what do rich folk do during their spare time? They go on flights to the edge of space...ZERO GRAVITY. So, i might do that in the future when i grow some balls...it seems a bit scary , u know.

My homeboy thinks Azure should set up shop. I totally agree u know, but I'm clueless on how to. I've read it up a few times on selling your products to big stores but mehn...it's a long tin.

Up MAN UTD!!!...hehehe. We're going all the way this season. God give us the support to win. May the soul of the Arsenal fan that killed himself after the ManU-Ars game rest in peace o...Which one now? Why so serious???

My new "friend" is a Chelsea fan...Gosh, can't I ever like boys that are Red devils?

India is performing in NC today..Somehow, I dint hear about this until last night. Tried to buy tickets but they're sold out :-( I'm so sad...It wasn't meant to be bah?...Bull sheit..I want a ticket NOW!!!

I have to make a call on Tuesday although I just feel the need to send a text and say i tried to call but no luck. I wonder when it came down to this *shakes head*...Watever.

Ok, going back to clean my room now. I was missing y'all so i decided to come say wussup so...WHAZZAAAPPP!!!!

Progress

Abeg...MI is worth all d noise m8. I'm just finally listening to his Illegal Music album. "What 2 Do" has been on repeat for days. Ah ahn... bobo yen gbono sir (that dude is hott boss)!!! I'm using my DJ headphones to listen to the track just to appreciate the full effect. It's messy.
..."If you gonna leave me, leave me. But Free me easy, Please Be... Gentle, Sentimental, pencil written notes essential, Preferential..."
Enough said...no more to say...I no fit talk.

I love the free therapy i get from blogging. It'd have been much berra if was anonymous sha...hehehe. That way I could ask questions like..."If people are evil and since they have spirits, those that make them evil spirits? If yea, then that means my uncles wife is an evil spirit???...LMAO!!!

My brother just said "Love you" to me...hmmmm...Pigs are definitely flying tonight boy. Or that knuckle head is getting old and emotional on me.

The new Az'ure designs are out. Thanks to my brilliant and supportive friends, i think this is the best sturvz i've done in my life.

Baba God has my back mehn. So my peeps was like, "Oi, go n find cribs for rent in the Queens town before we touch down. We'll be there for a week...and I was like "yea? Sure boss". So, For the past month, I've been dedicatedly looking for flats o. And I've pulled out all my dreadlocks because of it. No legit person rents out flats for a week apparently. On craigslist, Holiday rentals range from 150 GBP to 500GBP...PER NIGHT...hahahahaha...What a laugh. Then forget the yahoo yahoo guys that were telling me I have to do bank transfer....laff.
As in those guys are so dumb. Those fools are so lazy that they have the same wordings for all their emails. Peeps this o.

from anthonywilliams01@googlemail.com

Hi,

We are glad to inform you that the apartment is still available for the period you requested.

We offer it for £43 per night, all tax and utilities are included. We also charge a security deposit of £180

You requested for 28 nights and the total price including security deposit is £1,384

We do accept payment through Bank Transfer. Please do get back to us as soon as possible to reconfirm your interest so that we can send you our Terms and Condtions

Best Regards

Anthony Williams

Such an idiot...and then I had three other messages just like dat but with different email addys. *shakes head* this one must be an unsmart swindler.

I called all d agencys and asked if they had flats for a week and they wuz like, "Where u fink u are? We only do one month and over bruv" I said "ok now, one month please how mush...? They told me d price and I was weak....I refused to tell my parents I'd found a place. Chei...Can I just be a billionaire quick so I can understand what it's like to just say "Give me the best place you've got" instead of " Give me the cheapest price you've got"...lol. Anyway, $2 phone card later, my mum called to say a friend is giving them his keys so I can relax. Thank God sha, cos I would've been very upset if my father had to pay that much money when he can give it to me ;-)

Congratulations to me pleax...I wrote my last exam for the rest of my life today. I aced it sha. I missed one point cos I dint stick to my gut. I wrote Alzheimers disease instead of Antihypertensive disease. I knew it started with A but the 'anti' totally jeered me off...hissss. But yes o,...no more written exams EVER!!! I told popsie and he said "You still have to do PhD"....I was like Pardon???...Chill now boss. PhD ko, PhDizzy ni...Abegi jor.

Ok, I don't know when I became a movie junkie sef but please go and see the "Wolverine" joint if you haven't already. The first time ever I sat to read the credits hoping part two would start immediately after.

May 4th 2009

It's that time of year again my friend. The mood is damper here o.
It doesn't get easier neither does it get harder. It's just there. But I know you're at peace so it's all good. But damn, I miss you. I wish you were here...So if you're really watching from up there...Smile babes cos I'm alright. And as I promised, you'll never be forgotten my dear friend. Happy Birthday Deolu :-)

***You're either in it for Love or Comfort***
If it's the former, there'll be lots of trials.
Hopefully it's strong enough to see us through.
If it's comfort, then don't expect to be loved
When you change your mind, it'll be too late.
I'll be gone.
Choose wisely...For Love or Materialism.
I choose Love...
...sometimes, we get both, end up fufilled.
If life gets to you, don't let it get you.
Forget the times ahead, Live for the moment
But at the moment your living for the future.
Unsure of tomorrow, you wreck our present.
Never take the ones that love you for granted.
That last straw might wreck your maybe ever after.
Don't take me too seriously.
I am an easy solve....just accept me.
I'm an easy love but a hard forgive.
I'm learning...unforgetting.
I'm learning to be understanding in silence...
from a distance, fighting the resistance...
Simply put..I need you to know that I care...I miss you.

Unpredictables

I have finally glued my serious cap to my big head, so therefore, thesis paper is progressing. I have a minimum of 50 pages to produce....HA HA HA HA!!! Jokes on me ey? Well, it wont be half bad once I get all my results cos I sure do have lots. I feel like proper bloggin tonight. Release therapy, you dig?!!! Everyone is out cos it's friday night...and the male Jezebels have started sms'ing me. "What are we doing tonight?"...Errrr...How about you come and type my paper for me while I find more references. Nonsense people. So, Vindi decided to bless us with guest appearance...Awww...thanks sweerie pie. This crust on my bread is rather annoying. He is so predictable. He sends a text every day saying "What's up".......whats up??? Like, don't u feel a tad bit ridiculous asking me what's up everyday??? Mind you, I get charged for receiving text messages o. And yesterday text 1 read "Hey"!!!....I wanted to throw my phone at the next store attendant that came to ask me if I needed help. I didn't reply, and then came text two "whats up"...Arrrrggghhhhh! (*%^$&*%(&@U)#U)U@$)U_)@$_).

So when we grow older, will we all wear Pyjamas? I wear only t-shirts or boy shorts or jumpers to bed, but then momsie and popsie shop for night wear. Hmmm...I seriously doubt I'll be making any of those lingering purchases in the future.


I have a pseudo-problem. I feel like my very good friend has been snatched away by the real world. So I had a crush on this one boy, and Me n 'him' made a pact back in secondary school that we'd get married if we weren't already hooked by 27. Who would have thought that my 'male' buddy would get married before me!!!....Unpredictables of this world just take me by surprise every time. I'm actually very thrilled that he is married with a little boy, but I'm not too happy with the fact that for one, I haven't even met his wife and two, I haven't seen his kid...Not even a picture. And it always seems like I'm the one who tries to keep our friendship going but it dies, and then i try to revive it all the time. I'm done trying now. It hasn't gotten us anywhere thus far. I miss him though and I'll cherish the memories....sush hiz life hinnit!?!?


I want a puppy so bad. This is all LB's fault. He recently adopted a cat and named her Amari. I get to watch both of them bond via video mail and they r so adorable when they fight. So, yes, I have puppy blues. I want a white west highland terrier. Since my birthday is around the corner and I can't depend on the men in my life to buy me the right gifts at the right time, I might buy myself a little pup :-) My blood vessels feel constricted now that I'm actually considering it. But i know i won't do it. I'm not ready for a long term relationship right now. My heart has been punctured once already and if I knew what a cardiac arrest felt like, I'd have to say having a deflated heart feels much worse.

I watched Marley & Me 2 nights ago...over and over...I cried boyyyyyyyy...lol. It had a greater effect on me than Slum dog millionaire. I guess because I relate better to the dog story than to the love story. Bidders beware, when it comes to matters of the heart, LP is emotionally and physically unavailable o. I'd rather be numb sha, than go through that shit again...damn. I near died of a stomach ulcer last year. from d madness...lol. How do you people survive after ending several relationships?

Oooo...so I have a crush on two guys and they are both beautiful. Those dudes can never be single although their facebook info states otherwise...lol. I don't believe everything I see on there but I sure hope that bit is positively true. Thats enough revelation for the night....treasure it o, cos I wont be this open for the next few months :-)

Back to siting references *sigh* Nite nite my comupter friends. Vindi, B'Cup, SD, Roc and d newest commenter on Life b4 French, Tiwa.

Feed~Forward

So guys, hope you lot are doing good and are Happy.

I've been slacking this semester...like I've always been doing since I was born....hehehe.
I stopped doing Lab work for about 3 weeks after my Oga said i had to re-start. I was like, Pardon??? But really, that mess got me disoriented m8. As in, "dude, this is my thesis negro". My final project as the Europeans and Nigerians like to call it. Anyway, I've started going back and I actually like it :-)
Hopefully I'm done this summer. I want to relocate people. I'm thinking of going to Canada so I can apply for skilled workers visa. The future is so broad and uncertain but bright...Na wa...gives me a headache thinking about all the changes to be done and decisions I have to make. God dey bah?

I'm watching Slumdog Millionaire. I started watching it last night but was continually distracted by a certain somborry who refuses take a hint. Gosh,...don't you just hate it when someone you're not attracted to always wants to be around you? Makes me want to scream. Arrrgggghhhh!!! Life is funny tho. Latika and Jamal...are u kids kidding me?...lol. Movies can give us hope sha...lol...even though half of it is bullocks, we still want to believe. (Please, when did I become such a skeptic?) I need to retrieve my heart back from the rock i left it under.

When guys are going through stuff, they take it out on you by being cold instead of just letting go and telling us whats on their mind. Like, why can't they just be vulnerable. I'm not saying he should break down and cry except it is absolutely necessary...and not the "booo hoo hoo" kinda cry, but the "water in my eyes" type. Anyway, the most reasonable thing to do is be patient and give them their space innit? Thats what I think, unless someone has a different answer for my good friend who is totally confused by this one guy. My brother too does this...when his brain touches, we just leave him alone or give him a bottle of cold water to cool down...lol.

Current Playlist: Soft Rock
1). Tom's Dinner: Susanne Vega
2). Breathe Carolina: The Birds and The Bees
3). Take my Hand (remix): Dido**
4). I feel it All: Feist
5). Beautiful: Lucy Scwhartz
6). Valerie: Amy Winehouse
7). Mushaboom: Feist
8). I don't know a thing: Lucy Schwartz
9). Use Somebody : Kings of Leon**
10). I'd rather damce with you: Kings of Convenience**
11). Groove Jet: DJ Spiller
12). Hero/Heroine: Boys Like Girls
13). F***ing Boyfriend: The Birds and the Bees
14). The Cure and the Curse: Fish go deep
15). Someday Soon: Katy Tunstall
16). Count on Me: Lucy Schwartz
17). If I ever feel Better: Phoneix
18). Stoned: Dido**

** the songs that i have on repeat.
Bonus Track: T.O.N.Y, by Solange... Love this song. "

I'm having a rest before I have to go back to school. I'll see ya when I see ya.
Stay happy guys.

Miss P!!!

Happy for real this time...

Hehehe...I'm BACKKKK!!!
I told u I'd be back and vibrant as ever. For some reason, I want to be in Le'Meridian hotel right this instant....weird. But, anyway...I Love love love my friends and family...I called every one that could possibly cheer me up. The one hommie in London din't pick up but she called me back and gave me some gr8 belly laughs...lmao. *sigh* that was fun and nice. Hehehehe....i'm still on giggles.

side bar***I'm tired of thinking...I'm ready for feeling...but I'm just thinking...how do I tell him?***end of side bar


Meanwhile, is my blog that boring ehn...No blogger award since I started this biatch in 2000 and gbogboro...a wa veteran...no nomination sef...can I at least compete for older bloggers association or most boring blog on the planet...Oga o...lol. But I love the simplicity of things here...very serene...no traffic, no drama, no Nepa...Less dedication. But I miss my "computer friend" as SD calls it..lol. You are now more than my computer-friend...U upgraded me to facebook friend. Vindi...vindi...vindi...Blogging has not been the same since you were whisked away by the fiend of a community called dumdumdum..."Facebook"...U are surely missed in blogville even tho I get to read your Notes on there...it's not the same. *sigh*..another one bites the dust...lol.

On a real tho, Vindi is a real cool lady. She has the most random sense of humor...I think she should try out stand up comedy. I don't know any other babes that are as funny as she is, and she doesn't even try. It's like regular convo for her and then laughs all around...lol. Keep sharing your laughter my sister...we need it.

Ehen...so I was at the studio last night...lmao...Jokes mehn. I love being around people that can give me a good laugh. I'm no musician sha, thats for sure. Ur girl is too timid but I'd be a great producer tho. So, I'm going to be featured in a skit for a Nigerian artist that is making her way to the top. I can't say anything about the skit or who it is until everything is set in stone...but it was bare jokes making it...it was so incoherent, I wonder how it's going to turn out. I wrote a chorus to a song for another guy..lol. I guess all the poetry is paying off ey? Just call me the ghost writer...lol.

I love life..don't even care that tomorrow is Monday...lol. *sigh*I'm just happy to be happy and alive and I thank the good Lord for bringing me this far in life. I am content for a 21** year old...My mothers Easter prayer for me was..."You shall marry a great man...followed by a loud Amen. "You shall be Happy and I wish you good health... prosperity is yours..you shall live long"...followed by another Amen. And then I got to church and couldn't concentrate the whole time. Her prayer resounded in my head over and over...and I thought to myself...

"Didn't his mother wish this kind of things for him too?...I know she prayed for him to live long...But he's gone now". What went wrong? Still don't know what physically happened to him. But his birthday is almost here...And everytime around his birthday, I get all wonky. I guess thats the reason I was feeling the way I was earlier...*sigh* It's like trying to get through a sealed room with no tools...just your fingernails. I can't reach you..I can't see you...we can't talk...I can't hold you...the things we used to do and say...all fading away...but I will never forget Your smile :-) This day and always. I Love you Deolu :-)


Shout out to B'Cup, SD and RocNaija...I've enrolled you guys in my frequent visitors program. Wait for your freebies in the mail ;-)

Bye my lovelies.

P.s...**real age undisclosed...I know u read my blog...lol...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Happy Day

I'm in a jolly mood
I'm in a Jolly mood
I'm in a Jolly mood
............
Thats what I've been telling myself for the past 6 hours. *sigh*
I'm home alone on Easter Sunday because I'm highly irritable and can't be bothered to drive for 30mins to get to boys house even though he has food. Case point 2, I was half starved 2 hours ago, but condition has improved now as I got some Greek food. I miss home on holidays. This is the first Easter I'm feeling a drag because I'm away from the family. I guess I was just reminded of all the things we did in the past during this season. The endless plates of food, the numerous getsogerras, and the fine Nigerian boys...*sigh*
I resulted to re-charging my phone card and calling all the numbers in my "naija/ghana" list. Phone card is out, so I'm left to watching whack movies on demand....lol.
Lol...I'm depressing myself some more by sulking. Let me crack a joke instead.
Ok, the joke refused to come to me, so I'm going to retire from this post and start a new and improved post before the night ends. Let me call my Padi in ATL and see if she can lift my spirit :-)

By my lovelies...I'll be back tonight...HAPPY EASTER.

I l

Did you know

That...
~Organic food is not really that healthy...
~5 year British Visa is now $592...
~Men fall in love faster but get over the relationships quicker than women...
~Nigeria is smaller than the state of Texas...
~I hate this part right here...
~Hair grows at 1/2 an inch every month...
~We grow into our eyes...
~Before you lock 21, lifes moves so slow...
~After 21, you wonder all the time went...
~Our ears and nose NEVER stop growing....hehehehe.
~Human brain is 80% water...go figure...
~Manchester United is the best footbal team ever...
~Ants don't sleep???...awww.
~Girls really don't know what they want...yup
~Guys are really CLUELESS...lol.
~I've gained 7 pounds....woohoooo!!!
~The older you get, the more childish you become..60 year old men are truly babies...
~Lies have some ounce of truth to them and vice versa...

:-)